My name is Abbi, I'm 17 years old and I am a senior in high school (class of 2014).
United States: Michigan.
My interests include playing my trumpet, playing softball, tarantulas, rabbits, reading, writing, being outdoors, watching way too many tv shows, playing Pokemon, and listening to music. Especially listening to music. I like music.
I have been working at a local pizzeria since June of 2012.
We have four indoor cats, three outdoor cats, and one really dumb border collie. I also breed and show blue Dutch rabbits, although I have not yet had any litters born. I'm still new to the showing world, though I've had rabbits my whole life.
I also have ten pet tarantulas (listed right below), and they're one of my favorite animals, so they'll undoubtedly pop up here quite a bit. You have been warned. :)
0.0.1 Grammostola rosea
0.0.1 Brachypelma albopilosum (sf)
0.1.0 Brachypelma boehmei
0.1.0 Lasiodora parahybana (FOR SALE)
0.1.0 Heteroscodra maculata
0.0.1 Avicularia versicolor
0.0.1 Nhanda coloratovillosus
0.0.1 Eupalaestrus campestratus
0.0.1 Thrixopelma pruriens
0.0.1 Ephebopus cyanognathus
I've been struggling with self harm and depression since 8th grade, but I have been in recovery since April 30, 2012. This blog is my venting place, and could be a little triggering every now and then. I have been clean from self harm since April 21st of 2013, and I would like to believe that I have almost completely gotten over my self harming addiction. Still working on the depression, but getting better every day. Nowadays, you will rarely find evidence of my darker side on this blog. It's gotten much happier the past couple months. My wonderful girlfriend is mostly to blame for my happiness. To say she's my better half would be an understatement.
I love horses and I used to ride but can't anymore due to being too busy with a billion other things.
I like dragons and other mythological creatures so they will probably pop up on my blog from time to time. I have a thing for animals of any kind, really. Even mythological ones. Animals are my weakness.
So yeah, I don't bite, so feel free to send me an ask or just say hi if you feel like it. :)
sometimes people who are sad dont always need the “it gets better talk”
sometimes people just want to hear “you are sad, you are trying your best, and it’s okay. you’re okay and you’re alive and that’s a big accomplishment”
because i know for myself unconditional optimism gets really fucking annoying. sometimes i just want to be sad and have it be okay that im sad.
don’t make me feel weirder than i already do in my own skin.
"homework" *tired zombie noises*
"studying" *sad zombie noises*
"responsibilities" *disgusted zombie noises*
"internet" *happy zombie noises*
never, ever, tell me that “it doesn’t matter.”
because if it was enough to make you cry
if it hurt you that much
then it does matter
never think that you are insignifcant
or that your problems aren’t important
because you matter